OMG tommorow is the day im walking a quarter century on this earth *maybe not at the beginning* and im getting nervous bout it....starting to think about my future and my past makes me wanna change my life but at least being who i am would be the best *why thinking bout to be someone other*

DAMN all these things comming to my mind makes me confuse and suffering!!! Some people told me to look after me cause 25 is not a good age there wil be much changes and bad things will happen *hey im old enough not to believe such thingss* but still makes me worried.....

Maybe to write down some things that come to my mind would help me to manage them:

1. When I will get my own family *a lot of my friends get marriage and got a child* :lonley:

2. Will I get past another quater century * im not sure bout this doing lot of things thats bad for my health*

3.When will be my next time I'll be in Thailand *it now 12 years i wasnt there*

4. Why i am so wierd to some people i know * they told me i am*

5. Why am I thinking bout such things at all * good question*

6. Would asking bout such things change my life * NA I DONT THINK SO*

yeah thats some few things i thinking bout now and theres a lot more i cant write in here*sighs*
maybe someday i will write them down but not now

Best 1st thing to do would be: take a good breakfast now!! Now its worldcup soccer time and the sun is shining outside *I hate this im feeling more comfortable if it would be raining* ok maybe tommorow gonna write down what happen on my B-Day
So im gonna but this to an end